Student of Life

bored of lying, bored of being insincere, but seeming sincere
bored of the rewards
bored of feeling trapped
by my facial hair
by my bills
by my pen
bored of people
who i can literally script conversations with
small talk
bored of your fucking priorities
bored of black and white
bored of safe
bored of U Street, Adams Morgan, Dupont Circle, Georgetown, Chinatown, H Street, Bethesda, Silver Spring,
bored of numbness,
bored of passive aggressive conflict avoidance
its a fucking disease
bored of guilt trips
attempting to control another human being
is apparently ok,
bored of just not getting it
and right now,
honestly, bored of myself