from July 2009 - "Patterns"

i hate alarms set for the same time
sun in the same place when i open the blinds
same people on the same schedule
on to the same job
same cars same wife waving bye from the door
same cereal every morning, same news channel on
same weather report, and same as before they're wrong
while we think the same thoughts, we sing the same song
same radio station playing the same corny shit
or guy cracking jokes like his humor is the cure for both AIDS and Cancer
or guy spitting facts to make us feel smarter

same masks every day
same bullshit from the same people
same bubble that i live in that tells me to change
same desire not to listen
same feeling like i failed
same people that hate out loud
same people that listen
in the same way same as yesterday
i see its the same difference

seriously, i hate dinner at the same time
not that i hate family its just that it bores me to death
same questions, same replies
how was your day, oh it was fine
such and such happened
i told you that bitch crazy

same battles, same victories
same trophies, same speeches
same morals, same preachers
same lessons, same teachers

i see the same rerun
every goddamn day
same life that is wasted
same passion that has died
at the consistent hands of habit
same smiles that we sport
and on the inside
same tears that are cried
that's why
i'm selling my TV